Praise be to Allah, lord of the worlds who created man from clay and spread the Earth with countless man…And peace be upon his messenger Muhammad salal laah alahi wasalam….
As my 34th birthday is approaching, I wonder what my future is…
I have achieved a lot in my life…I have experienced different jobs of wide varying remits…My problem is I couldn’t manage to stick to one job…
My past life causes people to hate me…My good education, the success stories concerning women, my comfortable life causes hatred and jealousy…
I have been so abused in my life…I am a loner at heart…I lead a lonely life…But I am happy and content with most of my life…Sometimes the memoires of bitter and unfair treatment surfaces and I lose my humor and the anger surfaces…Sometimes the whole day is spend thinking about these memories…
In the past, not so many years ago, I made unsuccessful attempts to get a grip on my life…But my only obstacle was my jealous friends…I am now not in speaking terms with these people for they are cruel hearted thugs who are bent on my destruction…THEY NEVER WISHED ME WELL…
In my whole life I had never betrayed anyone nor abused anyone…I will be accountable for my deeds on judgment day and Allah Almighty will judge all his servants and never wrong anyone…
Ofcourse, I did disobey my parents to some extent…I think that is my only wrong doing…But Allah knows how I have been treated in the past…
I THANK ALLAH ALMIGHTY FOR GIVING ME INTELLIGENCE AND INTELLECT…I THANK ALLAH FOR THE GREAT FAVORS HE BESTOWED ON ME…
I PRAY TO ALLAH TO GIVE ME A GOOD AND COMFORTABLE FUTURE…AND I PRAY TO ALLAH THAT I WILL BE SAVED FROM THE TORMENT OF HELL FIRE ON JUDGEMENT DAY…AMEEN…
