Monday, December 30, 2019

© Limp Bizkit - Underneath The Gun - Taken from YouTube™

This is to conclude this year 2019 video sharing from YouTube™...

All thanks are to Allah, the lord of worlds and all creatures...Peace be upon the final messenger our prophet Muhammad and his family and companions..

Life is good to me since the start of this year and to this end...Most of my friends are still having financial problems but I managed myself on my own...It had negligible effect on me and went almost unnoticed...I settled my obligatory payments like my bills to Dhiraagu, regisered my online store and kept paying to MIRA, received dividend payment from the two shares I own, one from my favorite and admired company Dhiraagu, and one share of my most favorite technology company Intel® which I simply admire on my own...

I did a lot of search using my favorite search engine provided for all us, and it's the good Google® which is like one can no longer live a suitable life in this connected world without it...Facebook® was excellent although my accounts get abused a lot...My SOHO (Small Office and Home Office) network was hacked about three times as I know it and my online systems were hacked twice...I can't stop it but had succeeded and regaining and securing my systems..Two Factor authneitication didn't work...Even the services provided by BML (Bank of Maldives Plc, which is a very good bank to me and all of us, thank you Dhiraagu and  BML) was hacked and the login credentials stolen...

Bank of Maldives Plc put me in a real life challenge and I have to learn to write computer programs and to do that, read the following paragraph... 

I had to do the courses which I completed, all of it was very tough but I managed to finish many courses with passing grades, and it was Sololearn®, IBM®, Cisco®, Oracle®, Google®, Coursera®, and Adobe® and indirectly Intel® and also Microsoft® (I didn't receive a certificate from Microsoft®) and I also did a Shaw Academy® course but I didn't receive a certificate..

I haven't gone to the neighboring island of Villingili (Villimale') this whole year and it's now about to be close to 2 years I haven't visited Villimale'...Also I haven't gone to the airport this year which I miss a lot, two places I like to visit very much but didn't had the opportunity...The next place I love visiting are hospitals but I wasn't sick that much...ADK Hospital was very good to me when I had a high fever and I had very little money but they allowed me to see a doctor in duty and when I took the medication the fever instantly went away...

I thank my parents and family and also my friends too...

💋 thanks year 2019...

Now here is the song by © Limp Bizkit:




From today onwards I will put a © if there is a copyright claim and I am aware of it...

This is the song lyrics  taken from AZLyrics:



"Sometimes I can be my own worst enemy... I am my own worst enemy... other times when
I'm alone at night I definitely find myself in the position to be very unhappy with myself...
This is one of those times..."

Go!

I stare into space and hope we're not alone
Am I searching for something that's better than home?
I've been working so hard
Stress is tremendous and pressure is endless
No one on this planet like me to be friends with
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun

I'm losing my mind and I know there's no remedy
I've become a failure who's living on memories
I've been working so hard
Loneliness can't be cured with no medicine
Look to the stars so they'll straighten my head again
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Yeah, I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Sometimes
I beat up myself, I
Lock my own way, I
Cloud all my thoughts
Please go away
Oh, nevermind me
I'm checking out now
And won't ever come back
Now that my life doesn't exist

Yeah, you're right, how do it feel to be right, knowing that I was wrong?
Nothing is right when you're wrong

Yeah, you're right, how do it feel to be right, knowing that I was wrong?
Nothing is right when you're wrong

Yeah, I'm underneath the sun
And I'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame...

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